KaIsEr JaMeS. DaRk LoRd. VaIzArD.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

(Copyright from Xuemin's blog)

"Procrastinating at home and occasional mugging is way too boring." =P

I'm sure not only me and Xuemin, most... or rather virtually all of us does. X)

Lol.

Anyway, today woke up at 8. Stoned for one hour. Tidying up my bed took up half an hour. Watched TV. Went to AJ, intending to deposit the chem notes in the classroom, only to discover that it is locked for safety purposes. ( Campers' belongings were placed inside)

=S

Played runescape. Tried to download Maple. Access denied.

Wth.

Took 853 to Zhonghua to collect my 'O' cert. Alfred Lim saw my grades and was surprised... Lol. But then how? Haix... I'm now at AJ. Make the best out of that. I should hav deserved better.

Hmm... ZHSS don really look familiar to me now. But somehow it brought back some of my lost memories. I could smell it.

Nostalgia.

Well, went back home. Wanted to mug. Stoning process again. Wanted to take a nap. Too hot.

Played bball at AJ.

Haha... I think this is the only constructive thing I did today. Skill improved.

Met Lagger, Jingguo, Rx, Bingzhao and Ah Ball after bball. Make-up PE.

Went home and ate... and tagged after that...

The contents of the entry's like this:

"(Copyright from Xuemin's blog)

"Procrastinating at home and occasional mugging is way too boring." =P

I'm sure not only me and Xuemin, most... or rather virtually all of us does. X)

Lol.

Anyway, today woke up at 8. Stoned for one hour. Tidying up my bed took up half an hour. Watched TV. Went to AJ, intending to deposit the chem notes in the classroom, only to discover that it is locked for safety purposes. ( Campers' belongings were placed inside)

=S

Played runescape. Tried to download Maple. Access denied.

Wth.

Took 853 to Zhonghua to collect my 'O' cert. Alfred Lim saw my grades and was surprised... Lol. But then how? Haix... I'm now at AJ. Make the best out of that. I should hav deserved better.

Hmm... ZHSS don really look familiar to me now. But somehow it brought back some of my lost memories. I could smell it.

Nostalgia.

Well, went back home. Wanted to mug. Stoning process again. Wanted to take a nap. Too hot.

Played bball at AJ.

Haha... I think this is the only constructive thing I did today. Skill improved.

Met Lagger, Jingguo, Rx, Bingzhao and Ah Ball after bball. Make-up PE.

Went home and ate... and tagged after that...

The contents of the entry's like this:..."

Ah, no mood to lame around. Melancholic feeling within me...

Anyway, this reminds me of the old monk's storytelling's story..

From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 7:11 PM

Monday, May 30, 2005

Hmmm... Seriously looking through my entries, I think I've been preaching too much.

=S

Anyway, 122 new messages in my old hotmail account. Record... Managed to read and cleared all. Phew.

I found out that I wasn't a good friend at all... taking things for granted...

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:53 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

I'm a big fool.

I've been waiting for her to get online these few weekends, only to get the chance to chat with her through MSN?

10+ hours a day. No guarantee.

Hmm, sounds like sale of goods. Lol.

I'm a fool...

Hmm, let me think, it has been a week since I had a good talk with her.

=(

I'm tired of waiting. Closing my com.

Who noes? After I close my com, there she comes online. That was what deterred me from going offline.

Fate.

I was a little excited to hear the signal of ppl coming online, only to realise that it's not her.

From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 6:29 PM

I'm confident of wat I'm gonna achieve.

I'm no weakling. Seriously, I shouldn't hav ended up like tt. I deserve something better, given my capability.

I want to be on the top!

Tomoro's my YFC's 10th sortie, maybe last sortie, I juz can't get past the complicated radio calls. Lol. I'll try to get past this sortie.

Nothing's a big problem for me. =)

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:44 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

Hmm... Sooky made my day today. =) (Did I smell a vinegar? Lol...)

Juz logged in to friendster. I'm gonna to include more contacts into my account.

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:14 PM

Today's be urself day... My foot!!! Pui.

Attended morning assembly. Saw the bball and netball team members getting their prizes. Hmmm, wanted to see what she will be wearing... instead didn't get to see her for the rest of the day.- Lowers head-

Attended some charity and love-giving talk. Quite ok and helpful, but I think we should fully be ourselves during be urself day. Anyway, some of the ppl (including me) ponned halfway, probably annoying some of the teachers. Who cares anyway???

Haha... FAR's the hideout for ponners! Played runescape there, but got a bit sianx. Created maple story account, and tried to download the programme, but somehow the adminstrator already disallowed installation to be carried out in the computers. Urgh.

No choice.

'Beauty pageant contest' after that. Pui. Though I think the performance's ok, Cock Wee spoilt our moods to watch. Dressed up like Neo in Matrix. Teddy him off la. Ponned halfway again. Back to FAR.

Played bball with my classmates later on. Improved long-ranged, or rather, got luckier compared to these few days. Hmmm... Lady luck's smiling a bit, juz a bit only...

Haha, I'm crapping. Seriously.

After the 'be urself' day, some of the 0205 ppl went to KFC to eat, and Bingzhao got tricked by the 'exothermic chilli' trick. Haha... Ordered a lot of food. Hungry like a Cougarian. Rhymes. =) I suggested going to PS... cos we were juz crapping and a bit stoning there. Lol.

I was wrong.

PS seemed boring. Haix... But played arcade games there, and also went to the action city, to see the real fifty inch teddy bear(pooh). Haha... making fun of someone else. But felt quite guilty bout that somehow. =S

I'm juz a bad suggestor in going to places of interest.

=X
Today got guitar performance. Didn't go support Ah ball.
Quite in a bad mood today.

I'm a fearless guy, and yet I fear rejection.

GWRRRRRRHHHH!!!!

Discussed about Alvis with Crsytal. Sort of reprimanded her. I noe I'm Alvis's good friend, and I'll still be his friend. Precisely, tt's y I hav this need to correct him... However, be4 he leaves NJC of NYP for good, u hav the ability to tell him off on my behalf. Wat I can do for him... is to hope for the better for him.

I dun want him to be ostracised. I noe this feeling. I rather fight Lesser demons with a lvl. 50 character a thousand times, than to undergo this. And ironically, I'm part of a undergoing scheming plot of ostracising someone in our class.

Alvis, if u're reading my blog...( I doubt he'll read mine, since he isn't even updating his...)

Pls change ur habits.

I noe I may sound crude.
I can stand it.
Crystal can stand it.
Jh can stand it.
But it does not apply for the rest...

Seriously...

I'm tired.

Is this retribution? Hmm, out of conscience, and maybe fear of retribution, I'll stop?
I'll stop... I will feel bad anyway. Unless, he pisses me off like Cock Wee.
From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:34 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I believe in the change of ur fate when u're at ur lowest point.

And I do believe that u're in ur lowest point now.

Feeling faithless, under the surface... (eh... sounds oddly familiar...)

But many a time, ppl hav gone through such scenarios...

Some failed to stand up.
Others stood up, and some of these others succeed in life!

U...

I remembered reading this poster...

U can do it...
U can do it...
U can do it...
U can do it...
U can do it...
U WILL DO IT!!!

U will do it. =)

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 6:55 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Guilty of something.

Anyway, went to E7 MSN webbie to search for my photos and uploaded it into friendster account. =) Nostalgia.

I suddenly missed E7.

We took 9 subjects, and yet we could find real fun from misery. We had ample time to do everything, and at the end of the day, we still had free time left...
In JC, we are taking 4 subjects and yet probably a small batch of us are truly happy. No time for most of us...

If only I could find the true reason...

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:22 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

To put it simply for you... u are stressed out.

But it's not as bad as a few days ago. =)

Some things can wait. Others cannot. Prioritise ur time well. However remember, when chances await for u, grab it.

Cheers! =)

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 1:00 PM

I was almost burnt out. Had it controlled juz in the nick of time. Phew.

Lessons learnt: Rest if u really need one.

Hmm, sometimes I envy Elvin, he leads a simple life, juz as wat Anirudh said. Mugging, playing games and watching tv. Not much worries for him.

To put it simply: why should I bother myself with minute stuff that seem to take over a quarter of my half-dead brain cells?

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:56 PM

Hmmm... seriously duno wat to write... Lol.

Anyway watched bball match yesterday. On HC side. Girls' match weren't as interesting as that of guys'. Guys' match was really a Close fight, with the difference of the points not more than 5. TJ won.

Well, juz a point to note. Some of the VJcians were Bad losers.

I must have been a bother anyway...

Anyway, no play time. Time for serious stuff...

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:13 AM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Well, glad to noe tt my other self see the light ahead of him. Good luck for tml's SPA then! =)

Wait a minute, u need no good luck, wat u need is fearlessness and confidence!

Haha...

Anyway, I tot of a new MTV for Chi Xin Jue Dui by Sam Lee.

Boy walks towards the class, thinking of how to ask girl out later on, meanwhile he was listening to his MP3. Out of the blue, he noticed the girl walking towards him, and beside her was...

a guy, both of whom was having fun.

Boy walks past them, and sings the first line:
想用一杯Latte把你灌醉好让你能多爱我一点...

( background music fades, song starts.)

Recollection of the past, how boy met girl.

Boy was the chem rap of his class, and he had to carry a whole stack of notes, when he bumped onto this girl accidentally.

Of course his notes got scattered onto the floor. Girl helps him collect.

Boy was attracted to the girl, by her sweet personality.

Soon, boy starts to get close to the girl, made friends with her, and became close friends bout half a year later.

He was happy... when he managed to ask her out for concert held by the school itself. He was hyped up. Back to reality...

(Chorus starts)

He furiously threw the basketball from afar, hitting the bball board all the time, and he squatted down due to fatigue, with sweat dropping down. He laid down... and closed his eyes.

(Chorus ends)

Recollection again. He remembered him saying hi to the girl, with the girl daoing him. He felt down for the first time. He simply had no energy to do anything.

He smsed her, but she didn't reply.

He tried not to notice her when he walked past, and found out that it was a silly thing to do, when she walked away, too far for him to see.

He laid on his bed, closing his eyes.
(Background change,to bball court floor)

(Chorus starts)
He got up suddenly, and bounced the ball, and one... two steps... and leap... (flashbacks in between)

And he slam-dunked. (Nice one!)

*His arm was still hanging on the net, ball was bouncing on the floor. His tears dropped. (Slow motion, tear drops onto the floor.)

*曾经我以为我自己会后悔不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪为你做任何改变也唤不回你对我的坚决

(Chorus starts)
He let go of his hand, and landed. He leaned against the pillar, and knocked it hard.
He looked up into the sky, it was a beautiful sunset. But he seemed not to enjoy it.

He picked up the basketball, and coolly took his sling bag and walked off...

-The End-

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:31 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

My other self's pressurised rite now...

Urgh. Over nothing. Where's his confidence and happy-go-lucky personality?!

I rmbered him always saying to himself tt nothing is impossible. Go for it.

It's not worth to lose ur confidence and affect urself over something not worth it.

Seriously, work, play and CCA comes first. I dun give it a shit bout relationships.

After NS also not too late.

Freaking hell, where the hell is ur confidence?!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I noe u need time to recover, but recovery time's over. Stop living in despair and pessimism. U've still got me, EXWargreymon.

Dun let minor things affect u. Gain back wat u want to own and will own. Gain back wat u almost lost.

Land Ahoy/Cheers,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:34 PM

If I can survive tomoro's flight lesson, I'll be happy... Seriously.

Ever since I was little, I dared not take a ride in roller coaster, even if I take, I may die of heart attack. Guess wat? I'm gonna hav my first 'thrill' in the plane.

Stalling Part 1.

"Y think so much? Dun get pressurised like a rice cooker! U'll get exploded sooner or later!!!"-EXWargreymon

I'm under great pressure rite now. SEriously. AHHHHHHHH! To juggle between work, CCA and play's nv EASY! Now I wonder how some of them can??? AH........

Lord, Give me some power...

If I can survive beyond this week, I'll be grateful. First thing to do, ten hours of sleep...

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 7:16 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Today's fun... Three hours of Dota. My first three hours. Not so noob now... =) It's fun!

Morning participated President's Challenge Telematch, together with Shengchao, Ks and Sam. Hmm, the games are okay... though we somehow did not much stuff there, only to play games and get an allowance of ten bucks at the end of the day, with breakfast and lunch (KFC, hehe...) provided.

Almost cannot wake up. Ahhhh... Raining throughout the night, nice weather for sleeping. And briefing starts at 730 when I could wake up at 9!

Saturday (yesterday):

Went to NJ after SYFC training. Begged the taxi uncle to give me a discount as I had only ten bucks (which was a fluke) and I had to eat dinner. In the end, he took away my ten bucks, and the original taxi cost was juz $11.20. I couldn't retort back becos I had this gut feeling tt he noes tt I was trying to 'cheat' him. Never mind.

Saw friends again! Haha... Bought tangyuan with caramel and chocolate sauce from Crystal's stall! (05S07) and also burger from Yuqi's stall. Had a good talk with my ex-classmates, and saw Zhimin and Bing zhao there too. =) Happy day.

Took photos be4 I chionged to Orchard... A little surprised to see only KS, Eric, Warren and Karin at Kino. Lol.

Went library later on to look for books... (Eh, seriously dunno wat to do then. Lol. I didn't noe there was a library over there at Taka.)

Went home. Tired.

I muz piah already. No more playing.

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 7:19 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

I survived the first test. Got my 5, despite Raman's ranting and scolding on the plane that made me nervous and fed-up. I actually survived... Thank God...

Now, three more tests to go. Three more barriers be4 I can really catch my breath.

I'm prepared. Bring it on.

Believe in myself. Confidence is the X-factor. Grrr...

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:17 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

Seriously, my life has come to a still.

Strange and routine. I can't really explain. However, I juz don really like the feeling.

I'm like a new reactant introduced into this new closed system (AJC) and starts forming bonds with other reactants in the school. As time passes, the whole system will reach its dynamic equilibrium.

I saw her... But I didn't hav the courage to say hi to her. For I'm afraid to face the consequences.

Stinkie, if u are reading my blog... Take it easy. I had this experience be4. Talk to that friend of urs face-to-face. Settle everything once and for all..

Hmm... Y hav I been a counsellor instead? I tot I'm the victim? Lol...

GP test on Mon. I can't flunk, no matter wat.

I hate the cold feeling she gave me... Cold...

No Land Ahoy today. I'm seriously not in the mood to end off like tt.

If I can survive till next wednesday, I'll promise to be a more confident and dare-to-speak-up person... =)

Believe in urself... Go for it!!!

From,
Dark Lord/ EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:46 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

180 degrees turn in my mood. From good to bad.

Anyway, Thye Thye told us another story again. Lol. This time on how to memorise stuffs, especially science facts. He also mentioned the way to indicate whether we are left-brainy or right-brainy. Using the finger-clockwise method. Eh... Sounds quite complicated. Dun really wanna elaborate too much now. Tired.

I'll seriously rejoice when I'm free of the evil clutches of PE teachers. PE as a subject??? My fungi foot! Pui! Fifty inch teddy bear for all AJ PE teachers, bad ones especially! Pui!

And the subject(s)' tutorial I'll miss most: Physics, and especially Chemistry! Thye Thye...

Eh... sounds gay. Haha..

Anyway, bad day.

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:30 PM

AP asshole. That's me. I'm having some serious attitude problem recently. Scolding vulgarities without much thought. Dun piss me off.

PE sux to the core. Now I understand y Minghui told me tt, if he had explosives, AJ PE department will be the first target. Lim Kok Wee... So wat? Cock Wee. Discrimating TAF and unfit ppl. Saying that if he were the minister of education, he will allow non-TAF and fit ppl who passes NAFA to go university.

May the fifty-inch teddy bear grow on his ass.

(I dun want to use vulgarities in this entry. I wouldn't spend such 'nice' words on him. Wasted.)

Nothing really interest me today. Maybe becos of the look she gave me when I said hi to her. Sianx.

Listening to Chi Xing Jue Dui Remix by Sam Lee, and Ah Niu (Ah Cow- direct translation_ The girl opposite me, pls look at me...=) ) Haha... I even played the two songs at LT2, juz be4 the F-maths lecture. =)

Haha... The only thing that enthralls me to the core.

Basketball.

But not much luck today. I was simply distracted. No flights, her look, make-up PE.

May the fifty inch teddy bear grow in all bad AJ PE teachers' ass and nv be removed forever. And I'm serious in pasting chewed bubble gum at the gallery, where fifty inch Lim Kok Wee's photo can be found.

Dun piss me off...

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon (quite in a bad mood.)

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:06 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

I just invented a new way of shooting.

Long-ranged lay-up.

No. of times tried: 5
No. of times successful: 2

=)

Basketball again. But I'm not sick of it. Whee.

Good mood today. I'm feeling confident. Hope to feel like tt for the rest of this month at least. =)

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:35 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Today's sianx...

No flight for me tomoro.... My skill's getting rusty.

And Kenneth, I noe u've got some 'problem' with me today, but u need not say out her name loudly when she's around. Use ur brain to think...

Yesterday was my bottommost day of my life. She had chem and maths test today. I took the chance to ask her out for dinner today. If I succeed, I'll be damn freaking high. Well...

'Expected' result... Ganna rejected.

Well, so be it. =S

One happy thing for me today. My long-ranged shooting improved. First round sux, but soon was on fire for the second round. Shot bout four to five at one go. Heehee... Zai Jie Zai Li! Kampatei!

I've decided on my path... And I will be working towards my goals.

1.Get Straight high 'A's for all subjects, and at least an A2 for GP!
2.Succeeding in my love life!
3.Bai3 Fa1 Bai3 Zhong4!
4.Get into AJ YFC exco!

I'll succeed... Believe in yourself. That's my motto.

Land Ahoy,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:26 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Defeat is a part and parcel of our lives...

I faced defeat today. Due to fatigue and that bit of playful mentality within me.

At least I bought a lesson from my failure. Never to play basketball be4 tests.

=) Nevertheless, I've improved greatly on my long-ranged shooting though.

She haven't replied me. Lol. Wondered how she will react when she sees my hair style...

From,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 9:11 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

Got gold with honours for AJ choir, and some other CCAs... I didn't really care, seriously. I was trying to listen for the 'half-day' word during the whole assembly.

I finally heard it.

"Half-day... but due to fairness for those who had to stay back for CCA activities today, it will be postponed."

Anticlimax.

Till wat day? I seriously dunno. Haix.

She gave me that look... I dunno wat type of expression. A slight embarrassment... Does she noe tt? Hmmm...

Untactful guy. I'm one.

Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:18 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Finally back at home...

Went for 8th sortie juz now. Probably pressurised by the fact that I must get a 5 grade today, I got severe mental block. Steve Loh told me not to be nervous... Aw well. Anyway, due to rain, cancelled.

Saw Ianrik on the bus. He's still waiting for his joyride... Probably end up in course 138 or 139 ba.

Today's school's fun, despite the fact that December said that I looked like Doraemon. Tell him to eat shit la. He called me bro, if I am correct, and that will make him Doraemon's younger sister if I am Doraemon. -smirks-

Who would want to be his bro? I want 4As for my subjects but not his 4As. Ewww...

Wenting was damn pissed by him. Told me and ZhiMin that she wanted to slap him hard.

Reached LT2 early... with Ching Liang and Wee Leng. Eh... I sang at the LT. Luckily, only three of us were there. Phew.

Pitch dark in LT2. Scared Elvin when he came in. Lol.

I'm gonna mug. Seriously nothing to do at home.

I want basketball... to practise.

From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 4:37 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

She said hi to me... Somehow saw me in my class after morning assembly. =)

I dunnoe what to say. Happy or hopeless.

Anyway, got back my chem and physics common test. Happy with myself. Got top 3 in class for both. =)

Basketball sux. I'm a noob.

Went nyp after sch to meet Sam and KS. Saw a lot of ZHSS ppl there. TOked bout Dota along the way. Haix... noobster at Dota.

Hear nth familiar out of the conversation.

Lol. Overall Okay day for me.

From,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:23 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

Today's fun... fun to a extent where I get pocket burnt quite a big hole.

First-ever 02/05 gathering. Turned out to be a cliche gathering. Surprised to see Elvin come. He's not as mugger-like as I think after all. I'm am the mugger one. =S Anyway, wanted to watch movie after lunch, ended up playing drums in the arcade till our hands ache. Played pool later on, which cost bout 7 bucks per guy, as wat Kaiyang said. well, nvm...

Me and RuiXiang were crapping bout Runescape along the way. Seriously, I can't wait for my new com to arrive. Speaking of tt...

Deadline to new com arrival: 1 week+

I'm worn-out.

From,
EXWargreymon

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 8:04 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Today's super sianx... Kaiyang called me out. Finally. Get to go out.

Hot, hot, hot. I mean the weather.

Went Mac, then played k pool, where all the balls got stuck in the table, after going into one of the holes. Hav to require the staff to remove the balls. Quite taico today. Hit three balls in at one go, all lucky shots. =)

Then serious business. PW. Haha... went quite smoothly, ended up toking crap with Gordon and Yingyi in Mac, since KY went home and we finished discussing.

So Yingyi noes. Haix... y girls are so fussy??? Me and Gordon dun understand.

Anyway, Gordon's pressurised by me. -smirks-

Haha... juz kidding. Its only tt I have nothing to do at home. Seriously. (Laggy P2 com. Wat to do? I juz reformatted it, and it looks like an almost empty shell to me.)

Countdown to new com: 1-2 weeks

Badly needs a bath. Had workout juz now. I'm aiming to get a Gold for Napfa. 226cm for standing broad jump. -narrow eyes-

Believe in yourself... Confidence is wat I lack...

From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 5:15 PM

First time in 16+ years of my life...

Having two baths in two hours... Weather is bloody hot..

Urgh.

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 11:13 AM