Monday, October 31, 2005
Thanks Ruowei. I noe wat to do now. Yeah. I'm leaving it to fate. But I will work hard, never to disappoint myself... and her. =)
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
7:53 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Yesterday no ubin trip... haix. Cos my thigh got bad patch of bruise. Haha... never mind. Next time sure got chance one. Anyway, today went CCK K box with ball, wt, hongyue and gordon. Enjoyed ourselves... haha, keep on zhao sia when singing with Gordon. In the end, we wasn't really singing, but zhaosiaing and laughing! HAHA...
Went Jingguo's house to do PW OP after that. Did till 6.
Hmm... Recently spate of things kept me thinking. Seriously, I will be damn busy next year. Good news: I got my 2 S papers, which is maths and chem (I luv chem! =)), and I went on to sign up for the NUS advanced placement programme for chemistry. Bad news: As busy as a Gordon. Haha... A bit strange to use this as a simile... (cos Gordon's really busy with his scouting and hockey trainings! Haha... btw, he's a president scout now. COOL!)
I dare not say I can succeed, maybe its like near 0%? But this has really bothered me for these few days. I really cannot concentrate. How to say? It's like u are constantly thinking of stuffs like tt. Well, u noe...
I noe its not appropriate for me to think of such things. But, in the end, I still hav to make a decision. Whether I balance, which I may not do well.... Or give up for the sake of my studies.
I noe my dark side will urge me to give up. But I'm not that willing.
I dunno wat to do now.
From,
Dark Lord
Let me dedicate this song to u... This Love by Maroon 5. Think its wise to give up?
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:25 PM
Friday, October 28, 2005
Yesterday went hc haloween thingy. A bit of a bummer, cos we ended up watching scream and went off, due to the HEAVY rain.. and I mean really HEAVY.
Be4 that, we went to explore tchs. Cool... went up the clock tower, but the door was locked. Hmmm, walked around, and noticed the entrance of the hall unlocked. Junzhe and his friend went in and heard some weird sound.. serious. We ran out, cos it was freaky.
Anyway, we got out of the school compound soon after, and went back to watch the scream movie, and I spent the day there, screaming juz to make that effect, and also to trigger the "chain reaction". Lol.
Adam's food centre's prawn mee soup is NICE! =)
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
6:16 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Haha... Alvis's alright.. and I'm happy to see him in the joking mood. =)
Me jiahui and crystal met at the MRT station in Outram park and proceeded to meet him. Alvis juz had an operation on his right foot... flat foot. His wound's still bleeding, but he wasn't really affected by the pain, still joked with us and his sister.
Hmm... still owe jiahui and crystal a bet of 5 bucks. Haha... Blame it on me man... Claimed that I can finish the chopped chili... Come to think of it makes my mouth feel numb. =S
=)
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
4:54 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
Today ponned PW... went HC open hse with Jingguo.
Haha... Not really crowded there. In fact, sianx 1/2 when I reached there... played the tennis ball with Jingguo and his RV friend, kurt and weekiat, before I saw Karin and Weiqi. They became my tour guides... haha. Actually wanted to slack too, juz like me when I was doing duty in NCC last time... heeheehee.
Then went for drinks. Karin went for mass dance, saw her dance. Haha... I think next time if I really become OGL for next year's orientation, I may become like her. Hmm, maybe not, becos I will be the slacker. Saw Ruowei... Didn't notice her intially, think she saw me stoning... Haha.
Went back to find Jingguo and his friends... Seriously nth to do there... Sianx liao. Tok crap. Saw Ruowei again. This time gave me balloon and took the balloon away from me... Hahaz. Thanks ah for the things u've done for my birthday! Hahahaha... KS came a little too late. And we practically half-stoned at the canteen while waiting for Karin.. since Weiqi went home.
Slept for 45 mins. Shiok ah... Juz a bit of a headache.
Went for dinner with KS and Karin. Hahaha... Tok crap there... and in the end doodled on one of the brochures found in the goodie bag. Hmmm...
The story of a monkey, a cat, a chiobu, a handsome guy, superheroes, and doraemon!
=) Today is nice.
Before I end my note here, there's something I wanna say.
From,
Dark Lord
To Heaven:
I accept ur challenge. From wat I anticipated, I already sense extreme challenges and setbacks expected from me. But let me tell U all, my degree of determination is not wat U all expect. If Heaven's gonna set tough challenges on me, so be it! I'm gonna conquer them one by one. And let me say my piece... Our lives are controlled by fate, not the other way round. And Yes... I will do it. And I will...
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:54 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Finally. After months of crap, sweat, saliva, and loss of temper... WR is finally over.
Woohoo!!! Well, today our PW group went NYP eat pizza. Treated Yingyi cos she did quite a lot for us. All the touchups and printing... cool... she was almost late today becos of PW. Haha.. Thanks alot! =)
Hmm... I've decided to take S paper. Hmm... despite all the appealing stuff which is quite troublesome, I decided to go for it. I've given it a serious thought. All these months of toil and more toil, isn't taking Chem and Maths S paper one of my aims, and to further get a scholarship?
If I don take, I will be letting myself down. And yes. I must do it.
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:19 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Dead and rotten fish >>>>>> Dead but fresh fish >>>>>> Ikan Blis (growing)>>>>>>> Stunned growth of Ikan Blis>>>>>> ???????
(Evolution of my WR)
Tomoro is our submission of WR.
Let's chiong.
Like we've never done be4.
Let's rush at a rate much higher than my peak hours of my life. (Eh... Not that! Hmm, think is that time when I appealed to VJ... damn busy)
Let's finish like we've nv started be4. That's it.
C'mon baby.
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:09 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Today's sch like nth liddat. Dun noe la. Pon GP lecture... Poor Ching Liang, actually went for the lecture while most of the guys (including Wee Leng!Cool!) went FAR to play Pikaball.
Ang passed us the WR we did yesterday. The cleanest piece I've ever seen. =)
That's the motivation.
Hmm... for chemistry, I think I got hope la... I juz need to ask Kim Thye for advice. That's all. Ang mentioned that I juz need to boost on my and social and community involvement next year to get a higher chance.
Maths C... dun get my hopes too high. At most, I appeal... And I will if the need really comes.
Sianx. Went swimming with Guohao later on, at bishan swimming complex. Too bad, soon afterwards rain with thunderstorm. Went J8 and ate sushi. (haha.... we NOT THAT RICH... went edo sushi buy sushi to eat... now feeling damn full... Lol.) Hmm... tok crap la. Haha... like ages since we really meet and tok crap. Went to look at sports shoes and accesories... And went home...
But wait a min. I forgot my swimming trunks.
GH went home first cos he got tuition. I went back and took my stuff. (who the heck will take it man? Haha...) Walked home. Hmmm... took bout 15 mins? Not really that long distance actually... yeah. Take it as exercise ba.
Yeah... Now blogging. Juz finished the amendments on WR. Got this surge of going on and on and on...
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
8:54 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
YEAH! THat's a feat. We managed to finish one WR in one DAY!
Cool. =)
Hmmm... after some talk with someone else, I realised something. Different people have different goals for themselves. Well, this person may not be satisfied with wat he or she has but another may be wanting that kind of results that badly. I'm sure typical Singaporean students should noe wat I mean...
Yeah. Some things are not up to my expectations. But overall I improved. I'm partly satisfied. I juz felt sad for my physics. Sometimes u don noe wat the hell are u writing during examinations. I think I've this great LACK of affinity with squares.
Hmmm... yeah. Nvm. Wat's done cannot be undone.
Ppl have to wear masks, ever since the time when humans start building vast civilisations.
I mean those virtual masks.
Yeah... That's wat some of us are doing now. I dunno la... Somehow confused by the switching of masks by ppl. U can only trust yrself, yrself and yrself.... hmmm.
Well, that's about all. I sounded like a banana rite? Haha... The fact's that I'm normally a grape.
Personality tests are juz flops. Trust it and that's it. U are ruined.
Hmmm... in this( I call it Battle of the Year), i admitted to hav lost the battle. But the experiences I gain spurred me to go on... and made me realise the true colours of competitive humans.
Once I asked my friend, wat's grades for? Becos I had actually questioned the very presence and purpose of good grades. Seriously, they can't be eaten or used as a necessitity...
"Well... as a sense of achievement la... hahaa... and also people look at such stuff when u go to work. Hmmm... dunno la. Haha."
That made sense actually. From that day onwards, I was spurred to go on. Not for anyone. Not for this friend of mine. Not for my teachers. But for myself and my family.
And I was slightly disappointed, when my mum said this.
"Wat? A 'D'? For F-maths?!"
From today onwards, I will solely be responsible for myself, myself alone.
Ok la... I also think liddat no link. But that's wat I felt at this particular moment. Juz jot down wat my thoughts are. Hmmm... (C'mon la, I'm sick of PW... No link here... no link there.)
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:20 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
你 在我身边不再怕黑
每个晚上睡得甜美 多暧昧
你却不是我的谁
(而)我 在你面前变得谦卑
不敢要求你的一点回馈
担心这种完美瞬间枯萎
我真的以为 爱给双倍
过去就会倒退 但他制造的回忆也珍贵
你的房间里 残留他的气味 说遗忘却不干脆
我真的以为 爱给双倍
未来不管错对
但你说爱我却不够坚决
还会想见他 却还要我跟随
告诉我 爱怎么能这样的分配.
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
7:45 PM
Oh yeah... I think I did another thing today. I saw these girls carrying phamplets of AJ and I advised them not to go there. That's it. Haha...
I think AJ's photographic society should be labeled the best nationwide. The photos they took in AJ are damn nice... HAHA... in contrast to that of reality. That's y I got quite attracted to AJ last year. And in the end... Hahaha... Well, still I got to noe good buddies in AJ. That's my reward. =)
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord (Signing off again)
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
12:07 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Today woke up at 8. Sianx. bball meeting... tok bout Beijing's trip and blah blah blah. REALLY hope that I can join the team there. -Prays hard-
This is my chance.
I didn't stay for the open hse in AJ.
Went NJ. Haha... Saw Guohao... and other 05S07 clsmates over there. Lol. Waited for Jingguo, be4 we started koping gifts, i.e. practically no gifts. Jingguo went to meet Lagger later on, and I went to Sigma Lab to meet Crystal.
Kaoz, the Ice-cream is damn NICE AH... Tastes like fragrant full cream milk! =P Had two cups. Luckily the other Snt ppl didn't notice me doing so, if not I sure ganna get chased out. =X
Lol.
Played badminton later on. Lagger kept on making this "duck" sound when he failed to get the shuttlecock. Damn funny. Me and Jingguo kept on laughing laughing.... hahaha... and we went on to play a bit of pingpong. Played like shit. Can't even start the game... =( wrote D's name down on the list, and used my friend's hp. Damn bad. Haha... Played a big prank today.=P
Went SA later on. Haha... Lagger took 93 there from queensway, and me and jingguo walked there. Guess wat? we reached there at the same time. Lagged the bus... Lol... jkjk. Meet some of my friends there... and ate lunch there. The chicken rice's super delicious. Shiok.
Played basketball there. Didn't hav much confidence. And that those ppl over there played and fouled like no one's business.
Sweeping off the ball from the hand without touching the hand, foul.
A*** me from behind. No foul.
WTF.
Maybe he dulan with me successfully snatching the ball from her cedar girlfriend. Pui. No Standard. His standard so sub-standard one. Cedar girl don deserve to be in SA. TOTALLY lower the standard of chiobus there. Haha... Lagger's ex class got chiobus leh... COol... Especially that Joan... -Wolf whistle-
Lol. Jkjk... cannot liddat ah... James Chia. Pls.
Kk... In the end. I no mood to play bball. Sat there. Watched that solo kia play, and cursed his 3-pointers. In the end, it really came true. -smirks-
Went home later on. Haha...
Reward:
NJ's bag with water bottle. (D-like bag. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...)
SA's shoe bag, watch and pen. =) ( This is much better.)
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:37 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
Today's practically sianx school day. Farewell assembly, got squeezed in the middle of the hall.
OP lecture. More than 2 hours of agony... Going through stuff with have been revised be4.
That's it. I'm now home. Blogging. =) Home is much better.
Can't wait for tml!
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
7:34 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
From ancient times, people have been endlessly searching the secrets of longetivity and absolute power, for the royalty, since they had the wealth and authority to command, countless alchemists under their kingdoms concocted numerous formulae, only to render them useless.
Throughout the search for these, many lives were sacrificed, just to find ways to prolong the lives of the royal families.
"That's it! I found the correct formula!"
An alchemist, with unkempt hair, looking haggard from lack of sleep for days, had tears rolled down his cheeks. He looked really tired, but glad. Contrast to his fatigued appearance, he walked up steathily from the laboratory, and went to see the Kaiser, with a piece of brown scroll clenched onto his hand.
"Well, that's great." The kaiser smiled with a sinster look on his face. He was really eager to try out the plan the alchemist devised, but he was afraid that something dangerous will happen to himself at the same time.
The kaiser asked for the scroll, and unrolled the piece of paper. There were complicated diagrams, and cramped words, too messy to look at. But somehow, the King knew wat the alchemist was planning. There was a drawing of a huge cylindrical ring like structure with a person tied onto the centre of the ring in the scroll. Around the ring, there were inscriptions written on it, which actually represented time, space and infinity.
"That's it. Time travel. If we were to succeed, the land will all be mine." The kaiser smiled to himself.
Without further ado, he ordered the guards to arrest the alchemist...
A few days later in the people-packed parade square of the capital, a similar bronze constructed structure was situated in the centre of the square, with civilians surrounding it. The alchemist was tied onto the structure. And he was almost dying. Starved for 3 days and nights, he only drank a cup of water that particular morning before "embarking" on this journey, that could mean his death.
There were clerics positioned around the structure, with the Grand Priest of the kingdom, chanting loudly. There were certainly black magic involved, but at that time, people believed that it was a message from their God, when there was a purple aura surrounding the structure.
The alchemist started screaming hysterically, as if he was in pain. His image was fading with the presence of the aura, and his wide open eyes seemed to glow with hatred and depair.
"WHY?! WHY?! I'M .... URGH!!!!!!!!"
Before he could finish, he disappeared, followed by short loud gasps by people.
Followed by strident screams.
There was a torn piece of arm left behind, with blood oozing out from the flesh.
The king, looking from afar on the castle balcony, walked away with a evil smile from his face.
"I'm right for doing this. Sorry Dr. Millienia. Your sacrifice meant the prosperity of MY kingdom." He whispered to himself.
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"Taichi, u've a meeting to attend! WAKE UP!"
*Yawn*
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
6:45 PM
Hmm... had the talk of character development today. haha... ppl are grouped into grapes, oranges, bananas and melons, according to their characteristics, and well, I'm banana...
HAHA! Quite unexpected, becos I was expecting to be under the grapes catergory, which is playful and active... etc etc. Quite sianx towards the end, and finally, slack time.
Kim Thye gave back chemistry test paper today. Haha, got A. Happy.
Whole class went huimin's house. Played mahjong and blackjack(pumping) with some of the guys. Watched Final Destination 2, damn gross ah... hmmm... wondering wat movie we will be watching next.
"You're beautiful, you're beautiful..." HAHAHAHAHA... THIS IS DAMN FUNNY. Can u imagine the guys including me were singing "you're beautiful " by James Blunt, using his "high-pitched" voice. Now my voice feels sore. Lol.
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
6:14 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Junzhe's cheesecake is NICE! Haha... Though the guys were watching the video "The House of Wax" (Damn gory!) and eating the creamy stuff.
Hmmm, the day was actually slacky. The guys brought their laptops and we were playing need for speed, crashing cars and competing who crashed in the most beautiful manner. Haha. Huimin did it. Roller coaster was nice too... cos we get to visualise ourselves in the roller coaster, watching it riding us like no one's business.. Seriously, the head of the passenger will fly off.
HAHAHAH....
Well, bball training afterwards, and we get to train with the school team. hehe... then left early to sake sushi orchard to meet Huiyang, Crystal and Jiahui. HAHA... long time didn't see them... kinda miss their company. Tok crap, crap and more crap. Haha... but really enjoyed ourselves. Crystal has become more " unreasonable" to me, bullying me all the time. That's it! WAHHH...
Ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong.
Bear with it.
Lol... Then crystal left for home, while the rest went bookshop to kope books, first popular for huiyang's econs' tys, and that's where I got my first "econs" question correct. =) (guess the odd one out...) and jiahui's story book. (aha... I think she can open a library with her collection of books. O.o)
Hmmm, went to look for shoes too. My converse's gonna disintegrate soon. I needa get one probably real soon. Hmmm, aiya.. think until really cannot wear then I go buy new one. Haha...
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:19 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Hmmm... I think I'm a bad leader in my group.
Today, huimin didn't bring her file. In the end, everyone in my group was pissed off... with the fact that the file wasn't brought to class. In the end, we couldn't do our work, and poor hm has to ask the principal for permission to get out of school. For us, we hav to slack. No choice.
Soon after, I knocked down Zhimin's guitar which was leaning on the table. Accident sure happens when u are down. Zhimin, being pissed with wk for playing CS, gave me the face. Well, seriously, if I said I wasn't pissed, that's 100% lie.
Bad stuff comes in pairs. Somehow or another... wenting went telling me off bout me being not a good leader after seeing my members in slacking mode.
That's it. My dark mode is activated.
I didn't noe y I did tt. Slamming the door right after I stormed out.
Wasn't angry with wenting. She's rite.
I'm angry with myself.
Promos is over. I have the right to slack. But still, I've got the responsibility to handle. If I can't even handle that, how am i supposed to deal with all the challenges lying ahead of me?
Remember, I'm the one preying on challenges. Not the other way round.
That's it. I'm totally ashamed of myself.
Mapling sucks today. I went up to lvl 10 with much difficulty, only to find out that I pumped the wrong stats.
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:02 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Finally the exam's over.
Didn't wanna think too much bout it. Playing games now. YAY! Maple time again. =)
Haha, long time no blog. I wanted to type lots of stuff here, but in the end, dun noe how to start. Well, nvm. I'm gonna start afresh, everything's over.
Insane Dark Kaiser's gone to rest.
Dark Lord's back.
=)
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
3:22 PM
