Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Hmmm... Dunno y leh. I'm always laughing hysterically these few days. Sometimes for no reason. Creepy huh? Now my classmates are saying that I suffered from fallen-out-of-love depression. Lol. Maybe I'm sad la, thinking of the good memories... etc.etc... but nevertheless, its all about fate in the end. Yeah. I'm giving up.
And I gave up.
Finally. No more heavy burden within me.
Yeah. At last, my transformation... Insane D6rk Kaiser.
MUhahahaha...
I'll break wadever records in AJ left for me to break.
Tell myself I'll... And yes, I'll!
Hmmm, me, RX, Jingguo and Arni went for our outing yesterday. Tok bout it tml afternoon maybe. Not now.
Land Ahoy,
Insane D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:41 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Kaox... she's got a bf. No chance la. Haha. Well, I'm somehow sad. But relieved. I need not wait anymore. =)
Y DID U NOT TELL ME EARLIER?! SIHUI?!! ^&?!
Lol. Never mind la.
Hmmm... Today we were supposed to visit the AJ drain, through our own discovered route. But firstly, we got caught by lim kok by playing bball in half U when we were not playing at all... F*** him la. Secondly, we were caught eating outside the canteen soon later. I mean SOON after.
Well, these were signs that we shouldn't go explore the tunnel. Sigh. But nvm. I was also getting hum.
In a nick of time. For two separate matters in this case.
Numb-Linkin' Park (I noe that's an old song, but I'm somehow getting numb now.)
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I knowI may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]I
've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Juz f off... WR and PW.
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:37 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
I love the Jap food at AMK central... Cheap and delicious~
Haha...
Hmm. Thinking of seeing her tomoro makes me feel somehow excited. Lol. Though I think I wouldn't be able to tok to her tml.
Maybe only saying hi.
Sianx.
I'm really starting to study now..
From,
D6rk Kaiser
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
8:53 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
*Yawn*...
Yesterday's bball on fire man... Haha.. Played with Ah Fu, RX, Captain (Zhenghui, not the bball captain...) and some of the guys (forgot their name... haha.). Kept on shooting 3 pts. =P Then ran out of fuel. Haix... Muz train my stamina already. Urgh. But seriously, i think my skills are really improving. =) From a total noob to half noob. Haha. Ball rolled into big drain yesterday for some reasons la... and I had to retrieve it from the canal outside AJ. RX took photo of me siah... lol.
I stank that day. Hmm... smelt like sewage. (Eh... damn obvious la.. sewage. LOL.)
If I hav money, I'll buy something meaningful for her birthday. (Her birthday is coming.. I suppose so. Hmm... 'Spies' working for me in AJ... hehe.. Or the other way round, since some of them from 16/05. =P)
RX told me the convo. My heart somehow sank. Dunno y. Hmm... This feeling is not a sorry or sympathatic feeling. Maybe I really like her a lot. -looks around- got hope anot is another thing.
EXWargreymon: "Wait a minute...U're getting a bit mushy here... Me getting goosebumps."
Hey yeanyang... I'm gonna join u man... (Although I'm already part of it.) MUG!
I wanna get back my former self.... I want tt... badly.
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:23 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Wtf... another "Zotob" worm in circulation. Hav those hackers nothing to do, spending their time in fruitless controlling over others' computers???
Anyway class fun never ends. =)
During chemistry, Kim thye let us copy some SPA notes, and he was walking around our homeroom, exploring and opening cabinets, noticing 3 packets of fishball tidbits inside. He then told us to clear all the food stuffs, juz in case rats come and stay in AJ... and he was making out the size for all of us to see. Lol. After the lesson, we tried to finish up... but planned to use some for 'rioting', as wat Jingguo has said. Haha... There's a hole in the ceiling of our homeroom... Imagine throwing every trash we can find into the hole... Rats infest time man... Haha.
Lol... In the end, we ate most of it. Better not waste food la.
(Makes a bit no sense here... I'm very tired now. =S)
I love 02/05!
Today's CCA handover day. The president of the student council looks so bossy-like. Kao. AJ kenna die liao. KY looks so solemn up there... a bit too solemn man. Seriously its hard to imagine him wearing a tie and standing up there. LOL.
I didn't clap for the YFC handover.
I noe I'm still feeling sore about it. But come to think of it, all the effort u've spent, all the work u've done, u are almost there... and then, all comes to waste.
FUCK 'EM ALL. MAY AJ YFC AND THE VICE PRINCIPAL (MY FOOT!) ROT LIKE SHIT. _l_
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:31 PM
ChEmIsTrY ReAlLy DoEs ApPlY In NoRmAl SiTuAtIoNs...
Sometimes reactants are too shy to react, they need catalysts!!!
While others may not be reactive for another initially, it will when it finds it has already lost electrons without knowing...
Noble gases atoms are the best, until they meet reactants too reactive for them...
AHHH...
I siao liao la. Doing too much chemistry. =S
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
6:50 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Sometimes I wish for a simpler life... felt to be left alone for a short while.
I juz feel stressed. Well... Dunno y.
Maybe becos so much things are happening around me. Hmm...
=S
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:10 PM
Tag time....
Well, today's class is quite dramatic... December actually confronted us bout spamming his blog. I hammed dio abit, but later got a bit braver... He's one big sucker. Can't u see we are trying to help u??? The way u speak to us, the way u present, the way u show ur attitude, it sucks. Not that I dun hav anything to say. But simply... I DUNNO WAT TO SAY BOUT U.
From today this second onwards, I will nv mention bout this person again. Wat a social asshole.
Loser.
I'll be back to my goal. Trying to score well for my subjects. Especially physics! And FMB! I need fuel~~~~~!!!!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............
Can't wait till tml! URGH!!! I'm a blur sotong ah. (Dun ask me y lol.)
From,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
9:02 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Hmmm... Same old thing again in today's most blog entries.
But still.
Singapore, HAPPY 40th BDAE!!!
=)
I'm proud of Singapore... but definitely not the education system. Urgh.
Anyway, I sort of regret doing the road marshall thingy. Turned out that we didn't get to watch NDP live. But nvm. Friend bonding time... haha. Me and Sam were toking alot on Maple and his novel ideas. Haha... he has managed to incooperate some of his characters in Tian Long Ba Bu... And also his class. Lol... Is it true that in every class, there's always an outcast? Hmm... This question is worth pondering.
We saw tanks and more tanks stationing at National Stadium too!! Haha!!! But I didn't really got a good snapshot... Wat a shame. The tanks... ok la... Four years in NCC, but I still find it magnificient. Maybe because of the size?
We still got our pay.
$5.
Well, we are satisfied nevertheless.. It's still money!
Lol.
We went Bugis to eat and then went City Hall to watch the fireworks, where we met Sam's godbrother's family. Haha... We were planning to watch the fireworks, but he has some work to finish for his lesson tml, so we went to Heeren instead to look at accesories, and...
It was unusually quiet today in Orchard.
Lol... Nothing much done besides this. End of today.
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:52 PM
Well, I hardly find time to blog nowadays.
I've been mugging and addicted to com at the same time.. Playing RS.
Hmm... Yesterday was PW meeting, and tml PW meeting...
When is it going to end???
Anyway I can't wait till Friday!
HAHA...
Land Ahoy,
Dark Lord
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
10:02 PM