Sunday, December 31, 2006
My final post of 2006. Now is ard 11.45pm. 15 mins left. But I shall make this post 12 midnite. To me, the boundary of time is absolutely blurred. How do u define the very midpoint time that distinguish 2006 and 2007? 12 midnite? Nah, that belongs to 2007, not 2006. Likewise, 11:59pm 59 seconds....... (as the nanoseconds goes down to the last bit) belongs to the 2006 era.
As such, probably 12 midnite has the closest proximity to that definition of the midpoint. That's all for today. Well, anyway. The song below depicts my 2006, I should say.
2007? Maybe.
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
er sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
zhi neng pu xiang ni ning ying xiang na zhen zhou yu you bu de ni
突来的骤雨 这条街一路泥泞
tu ran lai de zhou yu zhe tiao jie yi lu ni ning
就像人生 不过是一场即兴
jiu xiang ren sheng bu guo shi yi chang ji xing
整个世界 正在对我们挑衅
zheng ge shi jie zheng zai dui wo men tiao xin
就算如此 还是得无惧前进
jiu suan ru ci hai shi dei wu ju qian jin
手中的邮报 封面的人在微笑
shou zhong de you bao feng mian de ren zai wei xiao
下个路口 生命在暗巷尖叫
xia ge lu kou sheng ming zai an xiang jian jiao
活着只是 油墨上面的一角
huo zhe zhi shi you mo shang mian de yi jiao
明天之后 还有谁翻阅的的到
ming tian zhi hou hai shui fan yue de de dao
我跟你用不同方式
wo gen ni yong bu tong fang shi
踩过前方带刺荆棘
cai guo qian fang dai ci jing ji
你嚣张不畏惧退缩
ni xiao zhang bu wei ju tui suo
我低头沉默却坚定
wo di tou chen mo que jian ding
用力的还击 发出声音
yong li de huan ji fa chu sheng yin
让他们安静 不敢相信
rang ta men an jing bu gan xiang xin
继续前进 他们畏惧
ju xu qian jin ta men wei ju
睁大眼睛 他们躲避
zheng da yan jing ta men duo bi
然后放弃 专心聆听 我的声音
ran hou fang qi zhuan xin ling ting wo de sheng yin
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
er sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
zhi neng pu xiang ni ning ying xiang na zhen zhou yu you bu de ni
如果生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
ru guo sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
那就让我 带着孤寂 继续前进 直到光明
na jiu rang wo dai zhe gu ji ju xu qian jin zhi dao guang ming
我 我 我只有一种容貌 我就是永远不会倒
wo wo wo jiu zhi you yi zhong rong mao wo jiu shi yong yuan bu hui dao
我就算逆境环绕 我面对也要带着笑
wo jiu suan ni jing huan rao wo mian dui ye yao dai zhe xiao
我只有一种咆哮 我要让他们都知道
wo zhi you yi zhong pao xiao wo yao rang ta men dou zhi dao
我生命再怎么粗糙 我都要活的很骄傲
wo de sheng ming zai zen me cu cao wo dou yao huo de hen jiao ao
我说自尊啊 看起来或许可笑
wo shuo zi zun ah kan qi lai huo xu ke xiao
但它至少 撑着我 试着不让我跌倒
dan ta zhi shao cheng zhe wo shi zhe bu rang wo die dao
活着 如果只是不甘寂静的喧嚣
huo zhe ru guo zhi shi bu gan ji jing de xuan xiao
那就咆哮吧 让每个人都能听的到
na jiu pao xiao ba rang mei ge ren dou ting de dao
用力的还击 发出声音
yong li de huan ji fa chu sheng yin
让他们安静 不敢相信
rang ta men an jing bu gan xiang xin
继续前进 他们畏惧
ju xu qian jin ta men wei ju
睁大眼睛 他们躲避
zheng da yan jing ta men duo bi
然后放弃 专心聆听 我的声音
ran hou fang qi zhuan xin ling ting wo de sheng yin
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
er sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
zhi neng pu xiang ni ning ying xiang na zhen zhou yu you bu de ni
如果生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
ru guo sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
那就让我 带着孤寂 继续前进 直到光明
na jiu rang wo dai zhe gu ji ju xu qian jin zhi dao guang ming
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
er sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
zhi neng pu xiang ni ning ying xiang na zhen zhou yu you bu de ni
如果生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
ru guo sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
那就让我 带着孤寂 继续前进 直到光明
na jiu rang wo dai zhe gu ji ju xu qian jin zhi dao guang ming
而生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
er sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
只能扑向 泥泞迎向 那阵骤雨 由不得你
zhi neng pu xiang ni ning ying xiang na zhen zhou yu you bu de ni
如果生命 对每个人 都不公平 也没道理
ru guo sheng ming dui mei ge ren dou bu gong ping ye mei dao li
那就让我 带着孤寂 继续前进
na jiu rang wo dai zhe gu ji ju xu qian jin
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:45 PM
Finally, to top it off, my random thought for today's post.
The Art of Chemistry in Relationships
Ahem... (Clears Throat)
Among strangers bear the bond of Van Der Waals' Forces.
When they first get to know each other, and communicate, stronger bonds are weaved, giving rise to induced dipole-dipole attractions.
For people of same sexes who become close buddies, covalent bonds are formed, which is absolutely strong, like that of a diamond structure. These can only be broken if it undergoes extreme heat and pressure... such as a strongly heated argument, and nothing's being done about it. (Alright the last part being totally crap.)
For people of different sexes who become close buddies, i.e. platonic kind, metallic bonds are formed. (Since opposite sexes represent opposite ionic attractions. And yet, easily broken with considerable amount of heat/ pressure) Soft and malleable, I seriously caution guys especially not to cross the boundary. =
For people who dare to venture in the world of BGR, ionic bonds are formed. =D Ionic bonds are known to be strong, and resistent to heat. However, if things get awry for them, such bonds can break too... Especially if one is too possessive, juz like polarity of an ion overcoming the other... =D
Fine. I'm probably crapping. But juz my random thought. =P
Anyway, new year's resolution:
-Aim for OCS. Excel in OCS.
-Get a scholarship.
-Get a girlfriend =P
That's all. Hahaha... felt that it's a rather (or very >.<) short one. Probably becos the sentence is short too. Lol. Yeah. At least short ones are easier to tick it off when accomplished wad. =D
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
2:19 PM
Well, back again. Let's start from 28th of december.
28th Dec:
Today was a damn shit day. I agreed him to come, but in the end didn't. I was initially guilty at first, now not. =D All thanks to my friends who encouraged me not to. Stupid and gullible me to believe in his tactics. Well, can't really blame him, it's his company ethics that suck to the bloody core. Yeah. Alright. Initially wanted to stay at home. Lol. Went to the new NTUC that opened today. Damn bloody big, I should say. Hmm, like carrefour, probably slightly bigger? Hahah.. damn proud, cos it's located in AMK. And it is the biggest NTUC in the whole of Singapore. O.O =D
Anyway, xm called me to accompany her to some job interview at 3 pm. AT BUGIS?!!! Lol. That was where I was supposed to meet that ass for that bloody "job" today at 9.10am. Nvm. For the sake of this buddy of mine, I shall "brave the dangers". Lol. Tired cos I ate some runny nose med before going out. A little shaggy look. Hahaha.. Didn't get to see him, relieved. Job interview was rather smooth, and the job was rather slack, which I could agree with xm to a large extent. Haha.. Congrats btw =D Went walked ard while waiting for karin. Saw those who went to sell charity tix, and my heart sort of went out for them, cos I was initially with them, and I backed out last min. Anyway, charity should volunteer wad... not to earn money. I didn't noe initially, until that stupid ass told me when I persisted in asking him wat is it all about RIGHT AFTER I ACCEPTED THE OFFER. HELL STUPID AND GULLIBLE ME. I was desperate for money tt time. >.<
Went to buy file for my resume and stuff. And something happened. Cos I was sooo drowsy that I brought the file out without noticing and without PAYING. SHIT. Until I realised tt when me and xm were browsing in the vcd shop next door. Shit. Immediately went to pay up and apologised. The cashier was like uh-ho me, in a joking manner. Thankfully... I should say. Sigh. Cant' get more blur than anything like this. =S
Called karin out to watch Death Note 2. (I didn't watch cos no money. A bit sianx. And also didn't watch dn 1) Yeah. Went Toa Payoh meet yen, then I went off, while they watch movie. Lol. Alright. That's all for today.
27th Dec:
Yeah.. Met up with jh, crystal and rw for kbox. Lol. Fun! =D and we overshot by 2 + hours, without anyone chasing us out. Hahahaha.. Went out cos crystal was hungry. Went to hk cafe to eat toast. My treat. =D Hmm, went home with rw. Gave her the gift and didn't expect that she got a christmas card for me too. =D Tok on the train, and yeah. That's all.
Hope she likes the gift. And thanks for the card, rw!
Today is a happy day. But I didn't get to tok much. That's the regret. Yeah.
Well, sometimes things have to be slow and lagg... (Random thought.)
Yeah...
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
1:55 PM
Well, new year's coming. One more day. Haha. Blogg ba. Eh, how to start? Hmm, I think I should start from yesterday.
Yesterday:
Woke up early for job in SAS. (Urgh.. 4.50 per hour. But nvm. Rather stable. =D Though early.) Packed up, and loading goods of textbooks and pe attires to the new storage house in Upper Paya Lebar. Lol. Plus the one I got the day before, total of 14 hours. =D, i.e. 63 dollars. WHEE! =D Anyway quite tiring. Got someone to help me though, Jonathan. (But this guy's quite slack too. Lol. And funny at times, laughing over little things. Uncle Siew (the boss) too! Lol. Said tt he's gonna give us a treat when sch reopens and when he's not tt bz. =)))) Yeah!
Went to watch movie with the e7 girls ard 1 plus 2... Lol. Odd one out. That's rather weird, when I first met up with them, cos no one told me who's going until I asked xm today. Lol. Anyway, a little quiet there, cos I was quite shagged. But enjoyed myself. Hahhaha.. Watched the 5.10pm movie at bugis, and went walk walk, take neoprints (which I didnt' really wan initially) and managed to buy the one piece comic book =D (Finally! My first one piece comic book) Lol. Fun. And together with ks and pek who joined us later, went my hse and played cards. Fun fun. Before that we went the new ntuc. Bigg.... =S Lol. (should be proud of it wad, and anyway not the first time there. Hehe...)
29th Dec:
Went to work early in the morning. Still pondering on the fact that someone whom I tot is my friend, had cheated me juz becos of his company and his stupid commission. Damn. I was almost scammed. Bloody hell. Well, luckily Uncle Siew still needed a couple of helping hands in his last day at SAS during the december holidays. Yupz. Went there... Not many customers, cos many had bought their stuffs earlier on. Phew.. So left bits of packing here and there.
This is where the "Matrix Unloaded" comes. Hehehe..
Uncle Siew: You, the One, come here.
Me: Me???
Uncle Siew: Yeah, come with me, and transfer the goods from the old storage room to the new one.
And then, my adventure begins from 10 am onwards. =D
Alright, went to the old storage house at Kallang Bahru. Hmm, quite small. And their trolleys are huge. =D Lol. Which means can carry lots of stuffs, and save time for loading and unloading. Hehe. Anyway, this pic resembles some events in the movie "The Matrix" LOL. Finished at around 7. Heard from Joshua that he got 4 per hour. Shit. Damn little. Tot it was 4.50. Sigh.
Anyway Aunty Bee ying was screaming and scolding the guys like siao, cos they were toking. Using obscenities somemore. Wth. Luckily she left for Malaysia with her husband for holiday the next day. Phew. I prefer Aunty Siew. =D
Damn tired aft the whole job. >.<>.<
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
1:18 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Yesterday watched "The Holiday" with the girls. Haha, prob one of the best shows ever watched, and also probably one of the longest. >.< =))
Well, come to think of it, I'm utterly stupid. But still I wanna do it. I can't explain y, until I watched that movie. Hahaha. It's damn cool I should say.
Anyway, going mahjong today. Brb. =)
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:35 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Yeah! My com's fixed. All thanks to my cousin. =D
Anyway, I really hope that it's fixed. -fingers crossed-
Well, all's well.
Today's COMPASS test. For pilots. =D Haha, I still decided to give it a try. (For the sake of the RSAF soveunir.) Hmm, reached there via taxi, and yeah, a little too early. 1230. Well, nvm. Just sat there, registered, and walked around the SAF career centre. Cool exhibition. Actually wanted to tour more, but somehow, I feel quite tired. Nvm. The couch is simply too comfortable. Eh, waited for more to come. Saw my friend, yeah, chatted abit.
Waited, waited and waited.
Finally. The test starts. Hmm, not as cold as they said. Anyway, got joystick, pedals, and keyboard coordination plus pilot theory. Theory I'm rather confident. Coordination ah.. haha. Just pray hard lor. =)
Well, I dun think I can go beyond the interview at most. Anyway my ambition is not a pilot lol. Lol.
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:22 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Hmm.. so many things have happened after 'A' levels.
Well, 'A' levels is neither easy nor hard. It is rather expected. Last batch. They will take the opportunity to slaughter us like fearsome-looking butchers killing lambs. (Sorry, we dun look like lambs though. >.<) But I should say the subject I'm most satisfied about is fmaths. At least I wun get a O for sure anymore. =)
Chalet was hell lot fun =) Juz tt I got a little too drunk on the 2nd nite. >.<
Prom nite was a little disappointing.
Went rock climbing with junzhe and his bro, gordon, jingguo and hongyue. Gordon is awesome at climbing those walls. Looks like I've got much more to learn. >.<
Didn't wan to go into details. Haha, a picture speaks a thousand words. Let alone memories.
Went for pilot seminar at suntec the next day. Cool. Quite a lot of ppl there. Saw Minli again. Lol. Yeah. I saw the pilot captain again. (Cool! Btw his surname is lau) Talks and talks about different job opportunites, and well, no breaks in between. Got a bit sianx halfway. Captain Lau's tok was interesting though. Hmm, actually it was him who inspired me to consider pilot as one of my career choices. (He was featured in the SAFOS magazine.) After which was refreshments. Haha. He recognised me and my mom and came over to tok to us. Yeah. Asked quite a few qns on pilot vocation. Gained quite alot.
Anyway, I think wad rw said was rite. Follow ur heart. Hmm, it may be easy to tell urself tt, but somehow its not easy to do so. In this world, there are circumstances where u are not allowed to follow ur heart. Well, I decided to go for the COMPASS test, but 99.999% confirmed not to go for the subsequent tests. Yeah. To tell the truth, I would rather spend 10 years of my life doing a variety of things than to be in the cockpit doing acrobats. Haha, pilot is an interesting job I admit, but to get in is not easy, and to maintain the job is even more difficult and very stressful at times.
Well, I'm probably not a good friend, but I believe that I can change for the better. =) (To all my friends, juz a random thought.)
That's all. Haha. =) Finally out of the place after 1 year and 9 months of the place of not-really-that-much-agony-and-yet-not-that-much-happiness.
-_-"
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
5:04 PM
