Friday, January 25, 2008
Well, chinese new year's coming soon. Hmm, not much of an excitement.. I dun really know why. Maybe its because 2007 has been a year of ups and downs for me, and somehow I'm really numbed to nothingness.. I've nothing much to look forward to. Just hope that everything goes according to what I had always wished and planned for. Competition is keen, but I really hope I can do it.. Pls help me.
At least get a NUS study award so that I can study without financial worries ba. =S
Recently got this linux simulation thingy that we are gonna try out. Rather cool I must say.. cos u get to play with placing infinite amount of ditches, minefields, or even placing them on the 2nd link (even if its not possible lol.) And moving ur troops to attack, suppress fire etc...
Haha.. is that the 3G technology we've been waiting for? Lol.
I'm feeling peaceful, at the same time frustrated. What the hell am I here for? I really really want to study right now.. in NUS, and joining sch activities where I can really enjoy myself, and I abhor the fact that I still got 9+ agonising months to ORD. At the same time, I sort of enjoy the serenity of booking out everyday, and twice-in-a-month guard duty, when I can talk cock sing song with my fellow rp friends.
I wonder what will it become when kong ORD, weijian ORD, Amresh ORD, Francis and Samuel ORD, and the rps too... and the list goes on. Life will totally be different. Or rather... empty? By then I would prob hav 5 months more to go.
Currently enjoying my ACCA course btw. (Though financial accounting has been giving me significant trouble, that I have to scratch and groan whether I see the credit debit thingy.) Lol. I really hope that I can pass with flying colours. Theory is important, so is practical. Hope to learn a rope or two from MWO LL and my uncle when I ORD.Really hope to finish my course asap. =D
But seriously speaking, all that economics and management theory makes me want to learn more. It's all common sense, and yet at the same time new to me. Lol.
I think I'm too good in terms of character. I probably wun get angry for the rest of my life (as in real pissed and infuriated) Maybe I would say its good. Or is it bad? Haha.. Good ba. Finally learnt how to take things in my stride. But nonetheless, I would still prove to myself, and to them, that I can, and will be, successful in my life, according to my definition. I saw that guy recently, cos he went for plant course. Using com lab, and said hi to me wth the usual Gin Ichimaru smile. I didn't really smile back, cos I was too tired to wear my mask in front of him. But still, he greeted me with that smile when we met again on my way back to my bunk. Nah... Society's full of such ppl, one more wouldn't make a difference. I just need more time to master the skill of handling them once and for all.
If you can't fight them, make use of their advantage and work with them =)
Informal relationships are important, and the skill that I'm gonna master. =D
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
11:59 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
-asato ma sad gamaya
tamaso ma jyotir gamaya
mrutyor ma amrtam gamaya-
Translation:
From delusion lead me to truth.
From darkness lead me to light.
From death lead me to immortality.
Wow, I simply love the song to bits =D
Anyway, went ACM with xm, weiqi and yy today. Lol.. I must say abit weird of a combi, but well all went well! =D Went to eat lunch with xm at this fish & chips restaurant.. ok la. Chips abit soggy though. Rather cheap =) and then yy came. Waited and waited lol... sigh.
After that went ACM to look at the artefacts. Quite cool I must say.. especially the hydraulic lift >.< Quite slow though.
Eh, met up with ks and rox after which to hav dinner at Thai Express. (They went kbox before tt) Yupz. That's all for my new year eve programme. Sigh.. tot got mahjong to play... turn out that there's nothing much to expect. Aw well... =/
Quite fun today though =D
New year resolution very simple:
learn and master the art of fighting back =)
Form your resolve. Charge
forward. Leave no regrets.
12:05 AM
