KaIsEr JaMeS. DaRk LoRd. VaIzArD.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

2005 has passed. Here comes 2006. To me, nothing is significant except the goals and new year resolutions that I've set for this year.

In 2005, I stepped my foot in NJ for the 1st 3 mths. Unfamiliar with the surroundings there, I made friends there, little did I know that some of them will become my great buddies, always there to crap with me on msn, and going out occasionally (occasionally??? -wondering-) I felt like a lone kid over there, and it was them who pulled me up from my abyss. And I was grateful to them.

Of course, all of us got separated after that period... which I had sort of regretted, taking it for granted. I went aj, knowing that everything can never be the same again. And also, it was near my house. I got to noe good buddies there too, but the feeling I had in NJ was nv there... the unique feeling. Haha... no use pondering about it. At least, I still can feel it now.

Of course, ppl may hav asked me, y did I go nj instead of aj? At tt time, there were some unpleasant memories, too much for me to bear, and I dun feel like elaborating now. But ever since then, I noe I could nv be the same old James again. The one in zhss, sometimes playing afool, and being childish and in a jovial mood. NJ provided a place for me to "escape" from my old memories. But more importantly, I felt a certain degree of closeness in NJ, and I was certain that I will go there, somehow sensing that my turning point takes place there.

And it somehow did. I truely grew up. To some extent, I became more serious, and less hot-headed in dealing with problems.

I dun believe in not able to control ur fate, but I believe in fate. If I had not gone to NJ, I will not be able to meet such good friends, and also someone. I rmbered that when I first went to crash hc, I was damn tired tt I sat on the bench, head lying on the table, and I sort of drooled unintentionally. zZzZzZzZzZ =P And when I woke up, startled to see the puddle on the table, I sort of panicked, wiping the bench with my handkerchief, and yet at the same time pretending I was only half-asleep. And if I was rite, she was sitting opposite me. (Hope she's not reading this part of the entry now. =S)

If I had chosen aj for my first choice in the 1st 3 mths, will I still be the same me now? I am certain of the ans.

No.

After the 1st 3 mths, AJ proved to be more challenging than wat I expected. Hidden dragons all around the sch... And I faced my crushing defeat in my mid-year. But I was very determined not to bow my head to failure, and I succeeded in promos. Mere.

This year, I shall improve and step towards my goal, no matter how hard it takes. Becos I believe in my ability! Secondly, I will find back my lost past, memories, and my old jovial self... It doesn't matter whether u guys understand wat I'm saying here. I understand. Period. Well, should I?

As wat Arthur Lim has mentioned in his email for us, u muz let go of everything including urself in wadeva u do. And yes! I will.

Looking back to 2005, I juz realise that my tao2 hua1 yun4 was a total screw up for that particular year. I had been muddle-headed and screwed. Nth much to say bout tt.

But I finally noe who I should really really cherish, not only my family... And I will do tt from the first day of 2006 onwards.

Be4 I end my note, happy new year.

From,
D6rk Kaiser

Back to Dark Lord. Didn't really hav the mood these few days, due to the mountains of hw I had to clear... in terms of quality, in which u hav to screw ur brains up for brain juice in order to attempt the questions. Sl was fun, but some of the kids were like eh. Okay... I luv Guo Xiong! Haha... he's really like a typical Singaporean kid, like the young me, hype and lively, but not to the extent that he or she will go around and wreck things and creating havoc. Some of the kids though, especially Yong Xiang and Er yang, were really unenthu in playing games, and some commenting the games as childish, when ironically, we enjoyed such games during orientations.

.......

I've nv met a primary 3 kid that spews vulgarities and insulting student helpers.

And I really manage to exercise my 1 week worth of workout when I helped out on that day. Chasing them and carrying them back to their room, when they attempt to run away and play hid-and-seek with us.

But overall it was quite okay. Sort of enjoyed it. Haha...

Watched Narnia with e7 friends. Nice show.. haha.. Intended to watch the 130 show, and eventually dragged till 3, due to long queue. Hmm, the guys went arcade to watch futile attempts by ppl to get soft toys from the machine. Haha.. there's this guy, think he spent about $20 over bucks on that single day. Crazy. But who cares? It's his money, not ours. So we watched him, slotting in coins like no one's business, and trying to get one single donald duck soft toy into the hole. It looked real easy, but it is not. =S

Well, the girls went Swensen's to hav their taste buds pampered. Lol.

That's all! I will blog about today tml!

From,
Dark Lord

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 10:37 PM

ME.
100% male.
Happy-go-lucky 18+++.
Serving the country, 2 years of our time.
KaIsEr JaMeS a.k.a. DaRk LoRd.
3 sides, the Norm, the Dark and the Hollow.
The Hollow side of Kaiser must never surface.
likes/dislikes... likes:
-My family! =)
-My nakamas!
Dislikes:
-Self-proclaimed elitists
-Hypocrites

WISHLISTS
#1 Get Chemical Engineering & USP! (Fulfilled =D)
#2 Get a girlfriend! (No hurry though! It's a hassle anyway.=P)
#3 Good 'A' level results!(fulfilled =))
#4 Get my Oxford Brookes Degree by end 2009! =D
#5 Get my black belt by end 2009 =D
#6 Get a scholarship.
#7 Get my revenge. Be a successful chemical engineer!

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