KaIsEr JaMeS. DaRk LoRd. VaIzArD.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Hmm. Why hav I become so not confident in myself?

I dun remember being liddat when I took up the advanced placement programme in NUS, knowing that I had to cope with my module, my schoolwork, and the consistent sarcasm of my beloved fmB teacher =) I remembered failing to do his mech tutorials, and failing every single little test given, or maybe borderline pass. Or even stoning in his class and kenna sarca & threatened by him.. that he will talk to the principal to terminate my APP.

I remembered I was swearing under my breath when he said that. I will never sacrifice my love for chemistry, in order to salvage my fmaths. Never.

I persisted. I got A- for my module. I got A for fmaths during A levels.

Now? I kenna OCS, and I'm having thoughts that I'll get kicked out?

Haha, where on earth did my courage and determination go???

Did I think of that when I was rushing lab assignments for NUS till midnight, knowing that I will be damn tired the next day when I go school? Or when I had to skip lessons in order to attend lectures and lab sessions?

My answer was clear. No.

Now y?

I thought it over. The path ahead is full of uncertainty. But no matter what, I'm not going to give up that easily. Even with that persistent chronic cough I'm currently having now. My aunt is correct. Not many hav the chance like me, and here am I thinking of giving up. My uncle got into OCS, and he got the sword.

Y can't I when I haven't even tried? The pressure is there, but is it alot compared to the times during APP? I can guarantee... not much difference.

So why the hell should I think of giving up? I should aim for the best instead. Who cares who's my competitor? I will fight all my way through. At least I know I hav a considerable chance to succeed if I persist.

Here I go, OCS. =D

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 12:17 PM

ME.
100% male.
Happy-go-lucky 18+++.
Serving the country, 2 years of our time.
KaIsEr JaMeS a.k.a. DaRk LoRd.
3 sides, the Norm, the Dark and the Hollow.
The Hollow side of Kaiser must never surface.
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#1 Get Chemical Engineering & USP! (Fulfilled =D)
#2 Get a girlfriend! (No hurry though! It's a hassle anyway.=P)
#3 Good 'A' level results!(fulfilled =))
#4 Get my Oxford Brookes Degree by end 2009! =D
#5 Get my black belt by end 2009 =D
#6 Get a scholarship.
#7 Get my revenge. Be a successful chemical engineer!

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