KaIsEr JaMeS. DaRk LoRd. VaIzArD.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

I just realised that I haven't been blogging for a long long while. (as in serious blogging.)

Alot of things happened these few months. I was once brought to the top of my 'career', and gradually dragged to nothing. Everything just happened real fast... and before you know it, you realise that you are not joining the rest and you are in a no man's land, together with some, who suffered the same fate as me.

But, no. I'm not going to hide in one corner and cry like a little kid. No way I'm gonna accept my fate, and the verdict. That I'm a weakling under stress... Still remembered only yesterday when some of us were supposed to help out in IPPT test for regulars. I saw some of my instructors who were involved in the test. One fell out during 2.4km run. He even vomitted.. All show the tired face that which if we showed during our old training days, they themselves will screw us upside down. Timing for them's really slow...

I couldn't help but sneer at them deep down in my heart. Are they the very same instructors that shouted at us "DON'T SHOW THAT SHAGGED FACE TO ME!"? Hahahaha...

Sorry about tt, but you guys are despised. Not fit at all.. aww.

Can't believe what I saw. But still.. wahahaha. Can't help but to laugh whenever I think of what happened that day. Losers... I also learnt something throughout the whole experience. Determination and fighting spirit won't bring you through. It's all bullshit.. But still I'm not gonna give up anytime soon. I'm just lack the quality of being streetsmart. I learnt it finally. The hard way..

I admit I'm not really qualifed. But the thing is that some who are not as qualified, or even worse off, get to pass and graduate scot-free, I must say.

That day, at 15 1741, I do hope that it rains. Heavily.

I admire those who braved through the whole damn shit together with me. I salute them.. In fact, they deserve it more than those ppl do. Joshua.. Kannan... They sacrificed. But their fighting spirit remains on throughout, as far as I know.

Anyway, back to something more cheerful.

I'm going for the ACCA course. Basically it's a accountancy course, in which once you complete, you will become a certified public accountant. =D It will take around 2-3 years to do so, but it will be worth it. I do hope I can get a 8-5 vocation though.. One more week before I get to know my new posting. I'm also going for Aikido course too! Heh, that will be exciting I would say, but still deciding where's the venue, cos all seemed so far from where my place is... =S (though most are quite accessible)

I can't wait to go uni though! =D (I'm very sure most of the girls won't agree right now, especially the fact that they are coping with the ongoing exams right NOW) Being able to study and back to freedom.. And also joining different CCAs and sports activities (provided that you have enough time...) Cool!

I can't wait to get out soon... Still got slightly less than a year to go. But that one year seems real long... Urgh. Anyway currently I'm 'posted' to this com lab where the ppl there are real nice.. joking too! Haha... LC was telling me when I first got there, "This is when the real thing starts. =)" It now makes real sense to me.

But initially when I got there I got a culture shock. Everything seemed so slack, too slack for me. Even the officers are joking and playing with us every now and then. (Probably beacause I was in the discipline-mode during the 11 months =S) Anyway I got a new pet in where I am now. =D

This pikachu soft toy. Haha.. can't help but put it on top of my monitor whenever I'm doing my typing. =)) (Poor thing, sometimes being kicked around by them every now and then lol)

The end has come. And every ending has a new beginning in place for you. And how the path is shaped depends on your every single decision.

Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets. 6:43 PM

ME.
100% male.
Happy-go-lucky 18+++.
Serving the country, 2 years of our time.
KaIsEr JaMeS a.k.a. DaRk LoRd.
3 sides, the Norm, the Dark and the Hollow.
The Hollow side of Kaiser must never surface.
likes/dislikes... likes:
-My family! =)
-My nakamas!
Dislikes:
-Self-proclaimed elitists
-Hypocrites

WISHLISTS
#1 Get Chemical Engineering & USP! (Fulfilled =D)
#2 Get a girlfriend! (No hurry though! It's a hassle anyway.=P)
#3 Good 'A' level results!(fulfilled =))
#4 Get my Oxford Brookes Degree by end 2009! =D
#5 Get my black belt by end 2009 =D
#6 Get a scholarship.
#7 Get my revenge. Be a successful chemical engineer!

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